Saturday, November 7, 2009
♥ Problems weeks.........
This whole wk is really like a mess to me. last sat juz heard that my frenz has passed away due to a car accident. it was a shocking news to me. i suddenly that life is so fragile. like a glass, once u drop it, it will break n there is nothing u can do. it cannot be replaced. she is so close to me juz like sister. understand me the most. we have all the joys n laughter together. now everything has gone. all have already past. after hearing the news abt my frenz, i has been crying for the past 2 days. but after that, i seem to have lost the ability to cry. i like to avoid this issue but it look like it can't. my frenz have been asking this.. sometime if it is possible, i would try to change topic. sometime i tried to pretend that nothing happen, try to keep me as busy as possible, make myself more tired so that i got no time to think too much. i would like to thanks those of my friends who are concerned abt this issue. heard lots of encourging words from them. thank u.. i will try to be brave.
yesterday when out wif pin for dinner, we have been discussing tis topic. but end up like she tell me most of the topic. she tell me this year is not smooth for her. also many incient happen. afer hearing that, is like feeling somehow quite sad. after saying all these few topic, we decided to have a movie called my girlfriend is an agent. while waiting for the show to start, we decided to go acrade so as to de-stressed ourselves. i like to play the game where we throw the ball to the screen. it is like throwing all the trouble away. i like to play that and we won to 3rd place. haha.. watching my girlfriend is an agent is fun. this movie is quite funny due to the guy stupid action that he done. those action could not stop me from laughing. after a long day, we deceided to take cab home as it was late le. yesterday like that went out awhile like that dunno spend how much le. omg.
today i felt that quite sad for a frenz. we decided to go out le as she now that i am no in the mood. but last min i sms that i don feel like going out. then she did not reply i thought she noe it. but who noe, she go there and waited for me for nearly 3 hours over there. she msg me and called me but i did not pick up as i put slient. she called to my hse n ask ask me. I like sound a bit harsh to her in the fone. i not purposely de, coz i really no mood. she told me that she msg me n called me but i did not pick up. she also sound like a bit angry with me. after the call, i go to see my fone. omg. is really damn a lot. but all this is like a concern to me. she scared that i might meet any accident or wat. she is so concerned yet i treat her like that. i feel that myself is really bad. she is another important friend to me too.. i hope that she will not be too angry with me..
so please cherish all ur friends n family members before they are gone. grab the chance now..
yesterday when out wif pin for dinner, we have been discussing tis topic. but end up like she tell me most of the topic. she tell me this year is not smooth for her. also many incient happen. afer hearing that, is like feeling somehow quite sad. after saying all these few topic, we decided to have a movie called my girlfriend is an agent. while waiting for the show to start, we decided to go acrade so as to de-stressed ourselves. i like to play the game where we throw the ball to the screen. it is like throwing all the trouble away. i like to play that and we won to 3rd place. haha.. watching my girlfriend is an agent is fun. this movie is quite funny due to the guy stupid action that he done. those action could not stop me from laughing. after a long day, we deceided to take cab home as it was late le. yesterday like that went out awhile like that dunno spend how much le. omg.
today i felt that quite sad for a frenz. we decided to go out le as she now that i am no in the mood. but last min i sms that i don feel like going out. then she did not reply i thought she noe it. but who noe, she go there and waited for me for nearly 3 hours over there. she msg me and called me but i did not pick up as i put slient. she called to my hse n ask ask me. I like sound a bit harsh to her in the fone. i not purposely de, coz i really no mood. she told me that she msg me n called me but i did not pick up. she also sound like a bit angry with me. after the call, i go to see my fone. omg. is really damn a lot. but all this is like a concern to me. she scared that i might meet any accident or wat. she is so concerned yet i treat her like that. i feel that myself is really bad. she is another important friend to me too.. i hope that she will not be too angry with me..
so please cherish all ur friends n family members before they are gone. grab the chance now..
3:11 AM
Name: Tan Siew Geok 秀玉
