Sunday, November 29, 2009
♥ happen again!
tis 1 mth i have face 2 very terrible incident. fisrt is my beloved friend incident, then now i heard another case. my friend tell me that her grandma is dying. when i heard tis i cried out. her grandma is gd. she always concerned whether i eat le mah, how is my thing going on and etc. she also care for me and she also a good listener. like to listen to my problem. now she is going to leave i was quite upset. she has a heart attack and now the doctor say she juz have to wait for the time to be up. when i heard that i was upset. why everytime a person can be fine when u juz c her a few min ago. and in the nxt min everything had change. she might juz disappeared in any second. i don wan 2 face tis suitation again. hope that miracle will happen. pray herd that everything will be fine!
6:28 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
♥ Outing with friend
Today i went out wif a friend whom i did not meet her for 4 years.haha.. that time c her i also cannot recognised her. luckily she remember me.. wow.. 4 yr.. so long. we have a great day at amk hub. we said lots of past memories and how we have been doing. heard that she pass her driving, i was so happy for her. today she told me she drive her company car. so she ask me whether i dare to take her car a not coz juz pass only. i say ok. she was so funny. she dunno where she park her car. we have to search high n low for a car in the car park. then on the way back she also de.. she dunno how 2 go back. luckily i always take cab back home. know some direction back home from amk. if it is other place, i think i might also get lost le bah. haha.. at first she cannot concentrate as i keep on talking to her while she is driving on the slope. she ask don talk as she scared if she fall back might have an accident. when she say like that also a bit scared, so i quickly keep my mouth shut.
last few days, i meet 1 friend for dinner then i spend some wasted money. i go n buy 2 dvd, where i bought 1 ming dao show which is the same that i bought previously juz that it is in different packing and another show which is so boring. haiz.. both of the disc are so wasted especially my ming dao show. haiz.. nowadays my memory is not gd. keep on forgetting what i buy or have i eaten. haiz. i also dunno why. hope that eveything would be fine.
Blessed everyone healthy and happy!
7:15 AM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
♥ Problems weeks.........
This whole wk is really like a mess to me. last sat juz heard that my frenz has passed away due to a car accident. it was a shocking news to me. i suddenly that life is so fragile. like a glass, once u drop it, it will break n there is nothing u can do. it cannot be replaced. she is so close to me juz like sister. understand me the most. we have all the joys n laughter together. now everything has gone. all have already past. after hearing the news abt my frenz, i has been crying for the past 2 days. but after that, i seem to have lost the ability to cry. i like to avoid this issue but it look like it can't. my frenz have been asking this.. sometime if it is possible, i would try to change topic. sometime i tried to pretend that nothing happen, try to keep me as busy as possible, make myself more tired so that i got no time to think too much. i would like to thanks those of my friends who are concerned abt this issue. heard lots of encourging words from them. thank u.. i will try to be brave.
yesterday when out wif pin for dinner, we have been discussing tis topic. but end up like she tell me most of the topic. she tell me this year is not smooth for her. also many incient happen. afer hearing that, is like feeling somehow quite sad. after saying all these few topic, we decided to have a movie called my girlfriend is an agent. while waiting for the show to start, we decided to go acrade so as to de-stressed ourselves. i like to play the game where we throw the ball to the screen. it is like throwing all the trouble away. i like to play that and we won to 3rd place. haha.. watching my girlfriend is an agent is fun. this movie is quite funny due to the guy stupid action that he done. those action could not stop me from laughing. after a long day, we deceided to take cab home as it was late le. yesterday like that went out awhile like that dunno spend how much le. omg.
today i felt that quite sad for a frenz. we decided to go out le as she now that i am no in the mood. but last min i sms that i don feel like going out. then she did not reply i thought she noe it. but who noe, she go there and waited for me for nearly 3 hours over there. she msg me and called me but i did not pick up as i put slient. she called to my hse n ask ask me. I like sound a bit harsh to her in the fone. i not purposely de, coz i really no mood. she told me that she msg me n called me but i did not pick up. she also sound like a bit angry with me. after the call, i go to see my fone. omg. is really damn a lot. but all this is like a concern to me. she scared that i might meet any accident or wat. she is so concerned yet i treat her like that. i feel that myself is really bad. she is another important friend to me too.. i hope that she will not be too angry with me..
so please cherish all ur friends n family members before they are gone. grab the chance now..
yesterday when out wif pin for dinner, we have been discussing tis topic. but end up like she tell me most of the topic. she tell me this year is not smooth for her. also many incient happen. afer hearing that, is like feeling somehow quite sad. after saying all these few topic, we decided to have a movie called my girlfriend is an agent. while waiting for the show to start, we decided to go acrade so as to de-stressed ourselves. i like to play the game where we throw the ball to the screen. it is like throwing all the trouble away. i like to play that and we won to 3rd place. haha.. watching my girlfriend is an agent is fun. this movie is quite funny due to the guy stupid action that he done. those action could not stop me from laughing. after a long day, we deceided to take cab home as it was late le. yesterday like that went out awhile like that dunno spend how much le. omg.
today i felt that quite sad for a frenz. we decided to go out le as she now that i am no in the mood. but last min i sms that i don feel like going out. then she did not reply i thought she noe it. but who noe, she go there and waited for me for nearly 3 hours over there. she msg me and called me but i did not pick up as i put slient. she called to my hse n ask ask me. I like sound a bit harsh to her in the fone. i not purposely de, coz i really no mood. she told me that she msg me n called me but i did not pick up. she also sound like a bit angry with me. after the call, i go to see my fone. omg. is really damn a lot. but all this is like a concern to me. she scared that i might meet any accident or wat. she is so concerned yet i treat her like that. i feel that myself is really bad. she is another important friend to me too.. i hope that she will not be too angry with me..
so please cherish all ur friends n family members before they are gone. grab the chance now..
3:11 AM
Name: Tan Siew Geok 秀玉
