这一秒不失望，下一秒就会有希望

Happy Birthday to myself

2010-08-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

Today is my birthday.. let me wish myself first! Happy birthday Siew Geok!

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to ME
Happy birthday to you

Tis yr is the most boring, tiring, angry and disppointment birthday that i have ever have.. all those impt ppl have forgotten my birthday.. regardless of family members or working colleague.. make me so sad..

Tis yr everything no.. no cake, no present, no time for myself.. no present for myself.. make me feel that so sad.. my bro say something that make me more angry.. he say give me belated cake.. I told him i don like belated thing.. if u give me belated thing, make me feel that you have no xin even lor.. Have xin de hua anything also can be done de mah.. I hate BELATED!

At work, my mum called me.. i still thought that she wanna ask me wat i wanna eat for the dinner tonight.. she gonna cook for me.. but who noe, she told me the temple cuaght fire.. make me more sian.. i still thought wat big issue..

First yr don have u around to celebrate wif me make me abit more lonely. nvr hear ur voice, no more ppl sing happy birthday song to me n no more the mee sua that u cook for me every year without fail.. even though i always say it is not nice. but deep in my heart i am delighted that u will always be there.. but now u r not here le, make me somehow abit lonely.. feel that tis is gonna happen every year le..

today birthday still have to work also.. make me more tiring.. my lady boss still ask me do this n that.. so sian.. then today come in de customer all siao de.. wan this wan that.. ask them go make themselves la.. keep on complaining.. make me even no mood to serve.. still thought that today my birthday everything should be fine.. but who noe..

I think i am a poor liar.. last wk she come, then she is very gd at asking me from question to question... i was so stupid that i told her that i did not work on sat.. now every sat have to start working le.. so sian.. she told me the news today make me more frustrated.. wat the..

Just now, i bought a dessert for myself as present with the remaining money that i have.. but it end up not as nice as before le.. is it that everything will start changing from time to time.. maybe it should be bah..

But anyway, thank for the ppl who sms or fb me wif the brithday msg.. thank u!

Posting time

2010-08-07T08:26:00.000-07:00

Long time nvr update here le.. think gonna rot soon liao.. haha.. these few mth really have some changes in myself.. change in job and a new environment. all these make me to be more independent, careful in doing things and be more detailed.

but i juz fail to do all these. tend to be very forgetful and careless.. therefore always gonna say by them.. make me feel like i'm really very stupid.. sometimes might feel it is too tired.. feel like giving up.. mon to thur is the worst day for me.. juz feel like work is more and more.. is like an endless hole. is it because sometimes it is hard to get the information as we have to send email here n there? but what is ok, is the ppl there is quite nice la.. still ok wif the environment.. why i juz join then got some many meeting de.. last fri juz have 2 meeting.. sit there listen to talk, i also don understand wat they say.. omg tis coming tue got meeting again.. but this time die le.. is the entity meeting.. only certain country involved in each meeting.. so wat should i say for that meeting.. i also dunno.. so nervous! Pray hard that it will be fine for me.. this co got so many upcoming event. after the internal audit, those big boss r coming down.. we still have to entertain them.. ask them entertain themselves la.. then after that we have to prepare to shift to the new office. they mention that got few day we have to work from home.. wow, that great!

lots of frenz have been asking wat i wanna for my this coming present.. actually i don need anything.. really.. wat i need is money.. haha.. no la.. as long sometimes hear that you r doing fine, stay healthy that will do.. that will be a great present for me! sometimes i felt that a concern is even more precious than anything.. that is priceless. if got anything to say it, don hestitate to tell me.. sometimes i also need other ppl to give me some encourgement so that i can continue my journey.. few days ago, i still tell my frenz i would like to have something that she make herself.. but somehow her reply make me abit sad. but i will not blame her... coz not all ppl have the time to do.. after saying all these make me think of her, who always like to make thing for me every year.. but this yr de, i think i do not have a chance to receive it anymore.. but today i feel blessed after wearing her thing to work.. keep on praying that wont do anything wrong.. therefore so lucky that nvr get scolded for that day. haha.. Thanks!

last few wk i have been watching korean show.. wow, is damn nice de.. so excellent.. love seeing it.. if u guys got some free time.. remember to c this show "personal taste"! nice song, gd actor n actress too.. from there, i started to listen to 4 minutes song..

Update more in the future.. Craving to learn more korean language..

Counting down of working in smc

2010-04-28T08:23:00.000-07:00

Time really pass very very fast. still rememeber last time felt abit scared of what co i got for my internship wif ml. everything seem like happen only yesterday. still rememeber first day we come to the office for reporting. all of us look so smart, but after few mths there all of us dress down le. haha.. now all gonna over le. still left 1 more working day. so fast i have been there for seven mths le. can't believe it. last time i used to be scared of attachment ever since my ite attachment. haha.. but over here i feel that attachment is not scary at all. it is fun, exciting, fantastic and an eye opener for me.

these few mths have many many thing happen. Got happy, sad, angry, frustrated time. But most of it is Happiest Time. coz i got a chance to do thing that i like, able to learn new thing which i might not have learnt b4 in sch, and also based on what i have learn to help other to do their thing. that is wat i most proud of it.. haha.. I have met several client but all is ok la. quite nice n gd. but wat is not gd is sometimes i don understand the accounts. Doing audit can let me learn quite a number of things la. Like some items can be done in other ways too. but my main interest is not there as every case i do i have to consult many ppl.. haha.. thanks for all the help. especially ml and ht. ml always help me wif the journal entry n ht always help me to find my $1.. haha.. i appreciate it.. really.

of these few mth i have noe quite a number of staff there. All r friendly, easy going, kind and lovely people. Really enjoy working wif them. I like All of u.. U all r good to me. make me don feel like leaving the co. omg... But i need a gd rest. if can't find a job later hope that can come back to work again.

another ppl that i wish to thanks is my senior who teaches me patiently. she really is a gd teacher. I noe sometimes i might be a bit blur, forgetful and other weaknesses. but she will not scold me n teach me in a way that i understand. sometimes i felt sorry that she had to keep on repeating the same thing so that i can rememeber. But all thanks to her, now i rememeber le. I enjoy working wif her.

I really don bear to leave u guys but what the beautiful memories that u all left and spend wif me will keep deep in my heart. i will cherish the friendship we have. lastly a big thank you to all of u.

ps: gonna have farewell lunch n dinner on fri. post the update asap.

Life is full of up n down

2010-04-18T22:03:00.000-07:00

Long time have not post any entry le. today is quite free as i no need to work but later have classes at night.. can't wait to go for that class. this whole wk let me experience lots of thing.

Like last sat i juz took my bridging maths.. shit lor, i forget how to go to my sch.. so pai seh.. called up lots of my frenz for help.. luckily my frenz help me search from internet n found out that come out from exit i. but after coming out of exit i, i don noe the direction as too long nvr come le. i starred at the map for quite some time. luckily this time got 1 ppl ask me am i going for the exam.. she ask me u dunno how 2 go to sch huh? i say ya. then at that point of time i'm thinking is she my classmate why like nvr c before de.. so i ask her where she sit. actually she sit the same row as me juz that i did not realise only. so pai seh when she say u dunno i'm ur classmate.. actually i also dunno who sit beside me n call wat name also..

omg i think tis is the worst paper i have ever take. the same experience that i have when i was in primary sch.. juz dunno how to do n seeing people struggling for the paper for 2 hrs. i can't believe that when i open the paper all the qn was different from wat the teacher say will come out on thur. he told the class that the paper will be the same juz that the number will change. I thought that i can believe what he say as i have no time to study le. so i spend all the whole day to concentrate on the paper. but who noe, i should not believe in what he say. I should study the whole book. I regretted of sleeping in class instead of listening to wat he teach. after the paper, me n C.Y were scolding the teacher n the paper from our sch all the way to suntec bah. this was the first paper that i have ever commented so badly in my life le bah. luckily i still got 1 more chance. i will strive more harder next time and hope that it pass. my mood was damn bad that day. I'm glad that i have a frenz who will be there for me. L.W accompanyed me for the whole day.. we go play acrade to vent all my anger, go travel n food fair, eat ice cream n buy lots of chocolate come back. she told me eat chocolate can make ppl happy. but dunno is true mah. but it make me fatter.. idiot. anyway thanks to her i appreciate it. But after all these event, i realsed that i have spend quite lots of money which make my freind mad abt it. i'm not purposely de.

sun, finally i got off from my lady boss.. got the chance to go n pray my great-grandma, my ah gong n my ah gong bro since a long time i have not been there le for few yrs. evertyime without fail, when visting my ah gong it will start to rain.. haha.. therefore this year also. they say is ah gong too touched when we wan to c him. make me laugh. a bit sad is i have not seen my ah gong. they told me that when i was 1 yrs old my ah gong pass away, so i nvr c him before. but i have feel he is always there with us. another funny issue is i got 1 younger cousin she have a new christian name call wat evigian.. i think like that spell bah. dunno la. i did not listen how they call her properly. so i call her "evian".. they laugh at me. shit lor.. but at least i'm better.. her dad call her "evening".. i still morning n afternoon leh.. haha..

the person in charge told us this is the last time we got to go as the govt need to use the piece of land to do something. so they have to open the coffin to take out the bone and place it in other place. a bit sad to listen to this news this is the only event that all our family member would gather together except CNY. but also no choice liao.

Last day of holiday

2010-02-22T05:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR to all my frenz. May all of u had enjoy over the pass few day. today is the last day of holiday b4 working tml. so fast hoilday has over le. tml muz go back to work liao. but is ok. quite missing the ppl there as long time nvr c them le. but what i don wish to c is the pile of work.

today finally submit all the project we have been rushing for that few days. finally can rest le. while doing that last pc of project somehow got certain feeling in it as it is the only last pc of work that i will be doing for np. i think i going to miss the days. miss the day doing project in np atrium, our space, lib, my hse and many many places. miss the day that always all delivery for rushing the project. but all these beatuiful memories i will kept in my heart and maybe one day when we meet up will bring up all these old memories when we are old. Most important is not that we know each other before, is the process we have went through that make wanders. haha.. i think i will miss the school, my frenz n all my lecturer.. thanks for accompanying me for the past 3 yr. i will try not to forget all of u.. thanks!!

for those who are still trying hard for your exam, all the best for this sem and strive hard for a better result. Jia You! Jia You! Jia You! 这一秒不失望，下一秒就会有希望! (eventhough tax paper might be tricky juz don bother first n concentrate on the afa n audit papers) ALL THE BEST!!!

studying where?

2010-01-30T07:41:00.000-08:00

today went to suntec to listen to the talk of ntu.. there were many np students going to the talk. can see lots of familiar faces.. haha.. actually i dunno what i wan 2 be in the future. should i go for uol, local uni or rmit? if local uni sch or uol sch which should i choose from. sometime many choices at one time juz make me confused only. i dunno which choice is the correct and best choice for me. i prefer to choose uol but some of my frenz say that can give it a try for local uni as it has no harm from apply.. but i juz don feel like listening. like shutting down my brain. but juz got 1 person say sometimes i'm quite stubborn.

sometime she also cannot stand my stubborn. once there is a problem, i don wan 2 face it. i rather run away than facing it. she say if there is 1 gd chance why muz chase it away. still say my msn nick, 这一秒不失望，下一秒就会有希望!if i did not try then sure no希望. after hearing this, i agree la. if nvr try i dunno. but i c my gpa, it really give me no confident to apply. even if i get in, in a new environment i muz readopt a new environment. hate this like of adopting a new environment. i also might not have the determination and courage to study.

last wk i actually quite moody. keep thinking of 1 qn. am i a very selfish person? always did not think of other? one of them say that i did not think of my parent, they are old le, still go n study. she say i should take part time or if not go work first then after that go and study as i am more financially stable. but i personally felt that if i don study now, when i old liao i really cannot concentrate to study. i noe if get a cpa cert, i still have to continue to take training every yr. she say that make me dunnno how to reply her. i agree that i'm bad, selfish, don think of other feeling. hate myself being like that. sometimes i really don like myself. i always give other lots of misconception of me. but i already get use to it le. if u think wat i'm then that maybe is the way bah. i don feel to explain to u further more. maybe like that u think that i am a person who is hard to communicate bah.. i think if i study part time i think more worst bah. no mood to study even.

tis few day trying to go out everyday, make myself busy and tired so that no need to think so much abt what she say. i think i have come back to my previous self. setting a high barrier with other people, don wan 2 talk much and prefer to be alone at nite. sometime at nite make me think of "her", got a lots of thing wish to tell u but now like impossible. i dunno who can i turn to, whom can i trust and rely upon.

today, after the talk, go to a restaurant to eat but who noe? after eating, overheard a manager and 1 staff conversation, mentioning that we have been there for a long time and we have eat finish long time ago.. after listening to this, qq was quite annoyed. she mention that the person was rude.. haha.. actually the person was juz beside her and she sy it loudly.. it make me a bit pai seh at that moment. but i agree that the person is a bit rude as how 2 say we are still their customer and the restaurant is not very peak at that time. time passes very fast. we juz go for the talk, eat and some shopping and we realised that half of the day had gone. at that point we felt a bit tired. we did not notice that it was 6 plus as we thought it was only 4 plus.

after shopping still have to rush for another round, going bbq chalet which was organise by the co. it was fun la. got many ppl going. have lots of fun and laughter there. 1 wk did not see them le. so happy! we thought of buying a cake for the feb birthday gal as we did not bring anything there. but who noe after we buy, they told us that actually they also bought it. end up got 2 cakes.. haha.. then after the bbq, we have a birthday celebration. we got 4 versions of birthday song, different languages.. after that we have a toast. shouting yum sang loudly.. the most funny part is that the opposite side also say that loudly back to us! haha.. after all these is the game time. a bit sad is that i did not play as i need to go back. but is ok i think still got lots of opportunities after that. Thanks for the invitation!

hope that next wk i noe what i really wants...

Hai pai Tian Xin

2010-01-16T03:57:00.000-08:00

Long time no post. now somehow got addicted in seeing hai pei. muz wait for every mon to come is so long. now is getting even more nicer liao.. so intended to change all my song to theirs de.. hope u guys can enjoy!

Seeing this show, it let me have a lots of reflection and memory too.. tis show let me see through eat trust is all abt. if u don trust 1 person, there will lead of lots of misunderstnading. even though sometime u might see wat u have see, but actually in fact, the truth is not wat u have saw. getting misunderstand by somemore can be also quite miserable. hate that kind of feeling as i used to have it b4.

dunno who should be trusted to or trusted by who.. maybe i also cannot be trusted bah...

2010 is coming!

2009-12-27T03:57:00.000-08:00

wow.. is quite a long time that i have not come up n blog le. christmas had juz past and now a brand new yr is coming. 2010.. this yr got many fun and laughter but also have tears and pains around. got many incident happens and new thing for me to experience like intership and etc. i have also experience ppl leaving me.. haiz.. but that is all over le. Don say all the sad issue.. We muz be happy always and cherish the ppl around us every day and every moment that they spend with us. We muz be contented with what we used to have.

Looking back, start to miss the sch.. start to miss the fun and laughter with friends and lecturer. hope to go back to sch earlier!

I am very happy and glad that i noe all my frenz and family members who care for me. they will always be there whenever i need them. A Big Thanks To All Of U!!! U guys are wonderful and lovely! Hope that in a brand new year u guys have a great health, all the best in what u all do and most importantly is ENJOYS!

happen again!

2009-11-29T06:28:00.000-08:00

tis 1 mth i have face 2 very terrible incident. fisrt is my beloved friend incident, then now i heard another case. my friend tell me that her grandma is dying. when i heard tis i cried out. her grandma is gd. she always concerned whether i eat le mah, how is my thing going on and etc. she also care for me and she also a good listener. like to listen to my problem. now she is going to leave i was quite upset. she has a heart attack and now the doctor say she juz have to wait for the time to be up. when i heard that i was upset. why everytime a person can be fine when u juz c her a few min ago. and in the nxt min everything had change. she might juz disappeared in any second. i don wan 2 face tis suitation again. hope that miracle will happen. pray herd that everything will be fine!

Outing with friend

2009-11-20T07:15:00.000-08:00

Today i went out wif a friend whom i did not meet her for 4 years.haha.. that time c her i also cannot recognised her. luckily she remember me.. wow.. 4 yr.. so long. we have a great day at amk hub. we said lots of past memories and how we have been doing. heard that she pass her driving, i was so happy for her. today she told me she drive her company car. so she ask me whether i dare to take her car a not coz juz pass only. i say ok. she was so funny. she dunno where she park her car. we have to search high n low for a car in the car park. then on the way back she also de.. she dunno how 2 go back. luckily i always take cab back home. know some direction back home from amk. if it is other place, i think i might also get lost le bah. haha.. at first she cannot concentrate as i keep on talking to her while she is driving on the slope. she ask don talk as she scared if she fall back might have an accident. when she say like that also a bit scared, so i quickly keep my mouth shut.

last few days, i meet 1 friend for dinner then i spend some wasted money. i go n buy 2 dvd, where i bought 1 ming dao show which is the same that i bought previously juz that it is in different packing and another show which is so boring. haiz.. both of the disc are so wasted especially my ming dao show. haiz.. nowadays my memory is not gd. keep on forgetting what i buy or have i eaten. haiz. i also dunno why. hope that eveything would be fine.

Blessed everyone healthy and happy!

Problems weeks.........

2009-11-07T03:11:00.000-08:00

This whole wk is really like a mess to me. last sat juz heard that my frenz has passed away due to a car accident. it was a shocking news to me. i suddenly that life is so fragile. like a glass, once u drop it, it will break n there is nothing u can do. it cannot be replaced. she is so close to me juz like sister. understand me the most. we have all the joys n laughter together. now everything has gone. all have already past. after hearing the news abt my frenz, i has been crying for the past 2 days. but after that, i seem to have lost the ability to cry. i like to avoid this issue but it look like it can't. my frenz have been asking this.. sometime if it is possible, i would try to change topic. sometime i tried to pretend that nothing happen, try to keep me as busy as possible, make myself more tired so that i got no time to think too much. i would like to thanks those of my friends who are concerned abt this issue. heard lots of encourging words from them. thank u.. i will try to be brave.

yesterday when out wif pin for dinner, we have been discussing tis topic. but end up like she tell me most of the topic. she tell me this year is not smooth for her. also many incient happen. afer hearing that, is like feeling somehow quite sad. after saying all these few topic, we decided to have a movie called my girlfriend is an agent. while waiting for the show to start, we decided to go acrade so as to de-stressed ourselves. i like to play the game where we throw the ball to the screen. it is like throwing all the trouble away. i like to play that and we won to 3rd place. haha.. watching my girlfriend is an agent is fun. this movie is quite funny due to the guy stupid action that he done. those action could not stop me from laughing. after a long day, we deceided to take cab home as it was late le. yesterday like that went out awhile like that dunno spend how much le. omg.

today i felt that quite sad for a frenz. we decided to go out le as she now that i am no in the mood. but last min i sms that i don feel like going out. then she did not reply i thought she noe it. but who noe, she go there and waited for me for nearly 3 hours over there. she msg me and called me but i did not pick up as i put slient. she called to my hse n ask ask me. I like sound a bit harsh to her in the fone. i not purposely de, coz i really no mood. she told me that she msg me n called me but i did not pick up. she also sound like a bit angry with me. after the call, i go to see my fone. omg. is really damn a lot. but all this is like a concern to me. she scared that i might meet any accident or wat. she is so concerned yet i treat her like that. i feel that myself is really bad. she is another important friend to me too.. i hope that she will not be too angry with me..

so please cherish all ur friends n family members before they are gone. grab the chance now..

Finally.. going out le..

2009-10-27T05:45:00.000-07:00

Finally tml is going out le after 2 mth there. but is only go there take thing onli.. not go there do. ok la.. better than don have. haha.. hope that still got more chance to go out.. tis time round muz go out myself. 1st time going alone to cleint place.. everything sure got first time. so jia you to myself X3!!!

tml the place is dunno at where. i got direction problem also dunno can find mah. hope that tml can take a cab down n then can claim is the best. haha..

precious moment

2009-10-24T03:51:00.000-07:00

Tis wk is a busy wk that i don't have the time and energy to come up n blog. everyday have to bring my work back home to do.. haha.. finally she has come back after her 2 wk break. haha.. i can rest le. nxt wk can really start my actual work le. is a start to me. dunno how 2 do from the start.. but luckily got ml.. can ask her.. i think nxt wk can get salary le.. so happy. got some money le.. if not i think i am going to eat grass le.. yes! maybe can treat myself gd for awhile..

tis wk i also dunno what happen, is like don feel like talking too much, maybe is it too tired? should be bah.. have a bit conflict with my frenz where i don feel like explaining too much. haiz.. don say le.. is it the black cat fault? haha..

the report is going to hand in again le.. so sian, dunno wat to write also.. aiyo, i think start from nxt wk then do. coz i also don have new thing to do, so cannot write also mah.. so now let enjoys my precious moment first...

She give me chocolate from Japan, a bit happy that my effort is appreciated!

Mask bought from "D"

bu an de feeling

2009-10-16T08:46:00.000-07:00

today whole day have been feeling bu an.. i also dunno why. like don have the mood to listen to anyone, don understans wat ppl is talking. muz ask them keep on repeating. sorry.. not purposely..

I keep on have this feeling even after work. while walking to meet my friend, me and ML saw a black cat. she told me that if saw a black cat, bad thing will happen de. she ask me to walk carefully. at that point my bu an is even more. i can like feel something bad is coming to me.

hope that after tml go n pray can cover my bu an...

Slacking..

2009-10-15T07:16:00.000-07:00

today i think i am the most free de.. nothing 2 do.. also better la.. a treat for myself.. i try 2 do thing slowly. but at there surf net, msn, c mask, look at the com, trying to make myself as busy as possible.. haha.. after that more free. was ask for be receptionist. go there cannot do anything. look at the fone waiting for it to ring only.. ring.. ring.. ring.. haha.. tml is fri, hope that tml will also be like that.. as tml is the last day! after tml no ot le..

Favourite song

2009-10-13T06:57:00.001-07:00

郭靜 Claire Kuo Jing - 心牆 [Xin Qiang] [Heart Wall]
Album: 在樹上唱歌/Singing in the Trees
Songwriter: 林俊傑 JJ Lin Jun Jie
Lyricist: 姚若龍 Daryl Yao RuoLong

一個人眺望碧海和藍天
在心裡面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚從眼前飛越
我看見了最陽光的笑臉
好時光都該被寶貝因為有限

我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計畫太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富地過每一天
快樂地看每一天 Wooh～
第一次遇見陰天遮住你側臉
有什麼故事好想了解
我感覺我懂你的特別

你的心有一道牆
但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算你有一道牆
我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗你會看到悲傷融化

我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計畫太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富地過每一天
快樂地看每一天 Wooh～
第一次遇見陰天遮住你側臉
有什麼故事好想了解
我感覺我懂你的特別

你的心有一道牆
但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算你有一道牆
我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗你會看到悲傷融化

你的心有一道牆
但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算你有一道牆
我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗你會看到悲傷融化

你會聞到幸福晴朗的芬芳

Like tis song a lot. It can be used to describe a person. today went out buy dinner for my bro. then c ts.. the shop like having offer. omg. juz a few day again, i go and buy the disc that i mention below for $19. but just now i saw it was $12. so much different. got a bit disapoointed. why muz i go n buy so fast.. haiz.. nxt time muz buy later le. or the best is don't buy.. haha..

Slacking at home

2009-10-10T07:31:00.000-07:00

so long did not come up and post le.. busy wif attachment and a bit lazy too. i love every week of sat as i am able to slack at home.. today wake up late then after that go watch a dvd which is quite nice called the " the accidential couple". it was quite a touching, funny and nice show la.. can watch.. i like the sis bro.. so cute.. haha..

watching the show halfway, my friend called me from overseas.. juz nice, i got thing to ask her.. haiz.. hope that can go there and study with her over there since she say like that there is quite a nice place to go.

yesterday meet out with some of my friend. we went eating and catching a movie. during the dinner, enjoys listening to yuling job experience. it was damn funny on her story. got so many languages that she use.. after watching the movie, siew guat suddenly discovered that her thing n wallet was lost. aiyo.. she is so forgetful.. forget to take her thing after going to toilet.. but wat was lucky is that she can find her thing after watching finish the movie.. so lucky.

Birthday celebration

2009-08-13T05:39:00.000-07:00

Today wake up late at around 10am like that.. o gosh.. going to be late to meet shuyu to take her mp3.. so quickly rush out but when walking towards mrt forget that i did not take ez-link card when back to take.. then went back home again. while on the mrt, i 4get 1 more thing again.. i 4get to take the notes that i print out.. aiyo don care le as in the mst liao.. aiyo old le like memory not so gd as b4.. i think muz buy some tonic for my brain le..

When i reach redhill, luckily she still have not reach yet.. so i still can walk walk de.. feel like drinking bubble tea at that moment but by the time she msg me, she ask me don anyhow run like i'm small kid like that when i c the msg. so i also very guai sit there wait for her to come. haha.. we take cab to go to the place to take the mp3.. wow..the taxi uncle is funny.. he dunno where is tower 3 at first. but after calling to the firm, confirming where is the place, the uncle is quite gd la.. help us find the place..

while on the cab, shuyu pass me the gift that was contributed that mrs yu, subrina, jin pin, keng hui, leng yee and her.. wow.. all my ITE babe.. haha.. i abmit i got a bit surprise at that time..thanks for the gift k.. the gift was so cool.. i like it very much. thank to shuyu lor.. let me cannot sleep for the whole night keep think wat it is by giving me so many misleading clue. at first i noe wat is that liao.. haha..

when reach the place to collect the mp3, she really got lots of fans leh. everywhere all got her fans around de.. her receipt is so special as it was not atttach together wif other recipet de.. the lady have to go in and take her receipt out.. haha.. but wat is so funny is that the receiptionist is her primary sch senior i think.. haha..

When reaching sch, i c brenda hair was so funny.. i also de.. still go n ask her is it her hair got explode is it? she perm her hair is not so nice.. look like aunite.. oops.. may ling going to say me later! SORRY! haha..

after leture, we take lots of pic in the lecture.. leaving the last memory in np.. going to miss that.. when we reach atrium, i smell something fishy le.. i noe wat they all are up to.. so funny..keep on asking me to go up n photocopy.. so lor, i also corporate wif them lor. so as to c wat they are up to. after photocopy finish. as wat i noe, they really prepare a cake.. i really appreciate it.. thanks.. shuyu, hwee ting, may ling, yan ting n mei jun.. i got so paiseh but a bit touch la as they sing birthday song for me. thanks for celebrating for me. sorry hwee ting, yan ting n mei jun always let u all wait for long to look after the cake.. haha.. nxt time would be our turn le.. after singing the birthday song, we play wif the cake.. i put those cream around ppl face.. haha.. but i also stupid, in the end ppl all make my face then somemore my shirt also have.. it was so stinks. while i was going back home taking mrt n bus. like got ppl c me. then in mrt ppl walk away from me.. so paiseh.. haha.. But anyway, it is a memorable event for me and i will always remember.. going to miss the fun and laughter that we have for this semester.. going to miss my toys, my friends, fun and laughter and my school.. going to have exam and attachment.. hope that all the best and jia you!

PS: Thanks to Shuyu, Subrina, Mrs Yu, Keng Hui, Leng Yee, Hwee Ting, May Ling, Yan Ting and Mei Jun! U guys is the best!

No time to meet out..

2009-08-10T04:57:00.000-07:00

Hi friend.. i noe i have been rejecting some of my friends as they ask me out for dinner.. i really got no time as i am rushing for my exam n project.. I only will come out if neccessary like if u talk to me abt project or work.. haha.. luckily this wk no need to work.. Friends, I noe what are u all r up to. u all sure got something then ask me out de if not 1 news also did not heard from u all.. haha.. ok.. when i finish my exam le, i promise i will meet u all out k.. don scold me k.. thanks a lots!

Some of my frenz has been asking wat i wan 4 tis yr. but what i wish is very simple.. if any1 can guess what i want, i think the person very li hai.. as in what type of celebration or present i want.. haha.. ok..

the 3 wishes that i have is:

1st: Hope that all my family and friends around me will be healthy and stay happy always. The world around would be peace and no wars around!

2nd: Hope that everything will be smooth for me in wat i do and gd luck always be around wif me..

3rd: Secret! haha.. cannot say out.. if not will not wont come true.. haha..

ok.. i got to do my project le.. post new item when free!

Yes! the last 1 le.. finally..

2009-08-04T09:04:00.000-07:00

Finally this afa over le.. yes.. so happy... no need to do that again le.. spending days and nights juz 2 do this project. spend lots of time in it. hope that jolin will noe that.. no need to ask her any qn abt the project le.. so i think i will slowly recover bah.. no need to let her shot again.. haha..

wat come up next is audit and bcomm. hope that all these will be go on smoothly.. today so sian, i wan 2 tell my lady boss i don wan 2 work, but in the end, it end up that i will not work often... everything i c her, i scared until i also dunno what i'm talking about. therefore tis coming wk have to work till 4pm.. but nvrmind. happy that no need 2 work for tis whole mth. 1 mth work 1 time is wat i like. haha.. but a bit sad is no income. today, i a bit shocked to see that my bank left a bit money again.. red sign coming out asking not to spend so much.. omg.. where have my money gone leh?

i'm waiting for this coming thurs.. hope that tis day will come early... got nice show to c.. haha...

Busy!

2009-07-29T04:37:00.000-07:00

Tis few days it quite a busy day.. got to rush for afa project still got few more days going to hand in le. after afa, then still got 1 more muz hand in that is audit. have not really start on that.. hope that can finish that asap bah.

today got feel abit disappointed by a email. syaing i dunno hoe 2 count a simple maths.. actually got a bit dishearted when c tis. is my maths really damn bad? i thought i have improve my maths since my sec sch. i noe my pri sch maths is like shit. always get last de. but since my sec sch teacher give me all the encourgement and support, i feel confidence in it. but now is like the confidence is destroy. like going back to the feeling in pri sch.. don like tis.....

Disappointed

2009-07-16T09:56:00.000-07:00

Today is a day where we have to present our afa topic. spending 2 days to complete tis project. then juz sleep 1 hrs. but end up the result is not gd. jolin say that we have calculate our thing wrongly. we should also have the prior yr for the industry. she say we should not compare an apple with a pear. then somemore our analysis are all wrong. got some disappoinment when she say that. haiz.. i think some of the fault also lie on us bah.. haiz.. i dunno is it my problem mah. coz i like tend to lead my group member to a wrong track.. omg.. so sorry abt that! luckily we have not hand in our analysis, today she juz mark based on our presentation skills. but also dunno will it affect our marks too mah. hope that god can help us a bit.. and wish that we r able to do wat se want for the analysis.. jia you!

tired.

2009-07-11T10:40:00.000-07:00

hmm.. tis few days as usual is rushing for all the project.. haiz.. like everyday can only sleep for 2 hrs.. so tired..

tis wk like many thing happen.. lots of thing seems like bothering me. let me cannot focus on my work. haiz. dunno how 2 describe that feeling. in addition, my dad sick again. haiz. dunno how 2 say concern word for him. c him like that go work, suddenly feel that seeing his back he seem to grow old le. wan 2 help him, but i dunno how to start. haiz.. hope that all tis feeling all can go away.. let me focus on my project k...

My frenz

2009-07-05T11:37:00.000-07:00

tis wk happen a lots of thing around me.. my best frenz joyce have left me and go to another part of the earth le.. haiz.. miss her so much.. but yet till now have not heard anything about her yet.. so concern abt her over there? dunno is she settle there mah.. haiz.. my lucky star go le.. then tis whole wk is like shit.. all thing like have not go smoothly to me.. i also dunno why.. so many project muz rush, then my bcomm is like shit.. i also dunno how to describe.. i also dunno wat happen..

i wan 2 thank my another frenz, huisi.. thank.. u help me when i need the most.. i dunno how 2 say thank to u.. so pai seh.. haha.. but u really help me a lots.. can spend dunno how many days to teach me flash. but in the end, u help me do it.. i noe u very angry wif me as i do very slow and always make mistake. thanks for being so nice to me and i will apreicate it.. i owe u 1 thing.. if nxt time u need anything juz call me, i will be there for u.. by the way.. so pai seh.. stay at ur hse so late then still have to ask her bro bring me down.. then ur mum also say nxt time come early to do, don come so late, at that point i feel like dig a hole to buried my head.. so pai seh.. hey, thanks for ur food.. is nice.. haha.. really..

ok.. last but not the least is, hmm.. i think i no need to say, u read u should noe le bah.. I TELL U, I WILL SURE WIN 1 TIME FOR OUR NEXT BET de.. cannot be always win i lose de bah. juz like we play game.. cannot de so dao mei bah.. i noe i still owe u 1 bet, but don worrry i will sure win the nxt round.. u watch it...

busy wif project over the holiday

2009-06-22T11:32:00.000-07:00

sian la.. tis 2 wk like mostly everyday doing the project.. but up to now still not yet 1 that is complete de.. so sian.. why can i c that at least one can complete le.. a bit annoyed abt myself.. haiz.. always play..cannot pay attention..haiz..i also wish that i can complete finish soon. then no need to come to sch.. hate to go sch now.. then also hate so many project on hand..like that how i can enjoys my holiday.. pls give me so more time..pls!!! who can help me?

Gathering with CP cum ITE Frenz

2009-06-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

in the early morning, have to went sch to do project.. so sian.. haiz.. holiday is not like holiday like project week. this few days have been eating lots of ice cream. omg.. have put in so much weight le.. muz cut down eating le. haha. then during lunch still eat blueberry ice cream. haha.. is quite nice..

at nite i meet my frenz ,YL. haha.. she also damn funny lor. stand at one side then expected to see her like that.. she so small where can c. haha.. then again, we went to eat fish & co again. haiz.. within 1 wk have been eating it for twice. haha.. we have been chit chatting over the dinner talking lots of thing.. haha.. like to gossip ppl thing.. haha.. then she like the rest kept on saying me. omg. she cannot stand me and i also cannot stand wat she say too.. she kept on laughing as i always knock my head over the wall while talking the thing. then when we was abt to leave, i nearly knock onto the light. haha.. too tall le.. cannot avoid la.. then we go acrade to play.. play basketball awhile only, she kept on say she hand pain and complain that is i make her like that.. siao de.. is u did not exercised for long time.. haha.. then we go shopping le.. while shopping, we saw a ppl who is a actor that i heard from YL. the ppl siao de.. walk towards me and ask me what is my height how tall and... kept on talking and talking. i don care then i juz simply walk away. then after that, I kept on laughing and ask YL that is he really an actor? haha..

ok.. enjoys the day. hope that can meet often so that i wont forget ur face again.. haha..

Miss her..

2009-06-13T09:03:00.000-07:00

in the morning, i received a call from my dearest frenz. i thought that she say she ask me out for swimming or breakfast. but who noe she tell me that she is going to leave tis mth end to australia le for study. i noe she is going to leave but i did not expect it to be so fast. at that point of time i dunno what to say. all my mind is blank de.

i think i'm going to miss her a lot. miss the day we go swimming, shopping and many many activities we have.. she is really a very gd n nice frenz that i ever met. she always noe what i'm thinking and she will be there for me whenever i need it regardless of emotion or financial problem. haiz. i think that if i got problem, whom am i going to find le. i really don bear to let her leave but no choice. i hate this kind of feeling. but, i really hope that she can have a bright future at there even though we cannot see each other le. so let this mth be the last and cherish the day that we have in the future day. all the best to u.. take care my dearest frenz! miss u forever!

Gathering over these 2 days

2009-06-12T09:59:00.000-07:00

haha.. finally exam is over le.. yes.. waited for this day to come very long le. then after exam sure go out de.. haha.. tis yr got 2 outing to go out.. but all is the same place.. haha.. Suntec.. i noe that i very long nvr attend all these gathering le. so sorry. so long nvr come. but this time i finally can c u all le.

Gathering 1

first day after the exam, the first outing is wif out ite frenz. that day got a lot of us.. got subrina, jin pin, leng yee, shuyu and of course me.. we go n eat crystal jade to eat xiao long bao. hmmm.. the food there so so la. edible lor.. haha.. over the dinner, we talk lots of lame joke, got bun joke, jiu ming la joke and many many more fun joke.. haha.. so lame.. after that when we eat finish we went to the fountain there to take pic.. wow.. the background is so beautiful.. i like the effect a lots.. so haha.. we take lots of more pic tis time round. not like last time find 1 pic also so difficult.. search high and low.. after that, we go and eat ice cream. then we saw siew hwee.. she tell us abt the dog thing. so sad to heard abt that.. haiz.. then while walking back to the mrt, pin, sub and yee keep saying me.. wow.. all ppl shoot me.. i got nothing to say.. watever i say they kept on laughing at me like i'm a clown to entertain them.. haha.. but is ok, coz very seldom can meet them..

Gathering 2

today, is time to meet frenz from poly le.. i think i dunno missed how many gathering they have le.. sorry la.. got reason de.. haha.. but tis time round i go got 2 ppl missing. 2 hwee is missing.. 1 is hwee ting another 1 is siew hwee.. haha.. we go to IT fair first then we go n eat.. IT fair so many ppl. all like rushing to buy.. haha.. but wat i most satisfied is that i finally can make a photo album le.. tis time is not the mini one is a big big one.. haha.. so happy. i think i can spend 2 yr making that.. now muz recollect nice nice pic le.. so all standby to take pic wif me k.. haha.. then after that we go fish and co to eat.. that day got 2 ppl having birthday there.. the staff there is warm and nice.. still sing birthday song to them.. haha.. during the dinner, i think we kept on disturbing one another.. they all also lor.. kept asking me to eat prawn.. today i dunno how many have i eat le.. i like to disturb ling coz i still think she n brenda are like holding and subsidiary but even though they are differnt company, they are still consider single entity.. so she is independence in facts but not appearance.. haha..

ok.. can end the story here if not when i c her i will get beaten up by her.
PS: ling, can u ask brenda don mark me down ask her more kind to us.. not only to u k.. she alway give u place to sit.. u got vip seat. we juz got normal seat.haha..

Busy

2009-05-28T20:03:00.000-07:00

tis wk is a busy wk for me as so many things have to complete. haiz.. even though it is a elearning wk, i still have to finish lots of task but wat is gd is that i can don come to sch often for that wk.. c the sch i headache le. i prefer study outside than in sch..

haiz.. still got lots of problem to ask each subject. too many thing that i dunno, but dunno what thing to ask and where to start from. then nxt wk is exam le, so fast.. juz like start sch then now wan 2 exam le..

hope that i can finish up all my elearning and concentrate on studying for my exam.. jia you!

So scared

2009-05-03T06:55:00.000-07:00

today is really a day that i think i will remember always.. juz now i nearly die, all thanks to 1 china customer lor.. bring some of e bulb n ask me test tis n that. i use direct current 230V to test for him. i also e stupid de lor, why don wan 2 use e series ciruit where it is step down de. then at least not so dangerous mah.

i make e whole shop trip where i find it very ashamed. tis yr i have make trip dunno how many time le. but all is not as serious as tis. now is e whole shop. then can smell like got something burnt. i make e whole testbroad all cannot use le. juz now e bulb burst into piece, then my hand turn black. i scared till i cry. so pai seh.

sorry, i not make it on propsosly de..

Not in e mood

2009-05-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

today also dunno wat happen la.. firstly get scolding again by him dunno wat happen.. i juz stand there n let him say. i think that now is mood like got a bit strange.. juz like wat she say. then today he n she like got quarrel, then as usual i b e middleman.. hate that feeling coz i listen to which side also wrong.. then i think i muz be "independent" in order not to offence anyone.. i thought that after i have finish work, tis all will come to e end. but who noe, still got somemore..

after work, i pass e thing to my frenz which i bought that time at... she ask me to buy some item at there. . but who noe, in e end get scolded.. so angry.. nxt time i noe le, wat u wan de, juz buy urself.. don ask me again.. own thing muz do ur own. tis is wat i have learnt.. thank lor..

then i e morning, heard some bad news.. my frenz dad pass away. so sad. dunno how to an wei her also.. i think that now ppl r very fragile.. juz like glass.. ppl who aged 40-50 muz take care of them, especially male.. coz juz within tis mth, i heard many ppl dad all got problem.. so scary.. i also very scared coz my dad also like that..

having a patient at home is stress.. got many thing to think.. e emotion, stress n financial thing.. sian la.. now muz jia you in working le, if not no income..really muz save up le.. like now i'm e chief on income.. haiz..

Thailand trip is fun!!!

2009-04-14T10:00:00.000-07:00

lot of days did not come up n post le, coz busy packing my thing that bought from thailand.. i have went to thailand for three days.. n e last day is actually their holiday.. so nice where all of them no need to work, then e shopping mall have lots n lots of ppl.. haha..

wow.. that is really a place that let u shop like siao.. first day we go to Chatuchak n central world.. before i go chatuchak i thought like it will b small for me to walk finish.. but when i reach there, i wan 2 faint le.. so big.. big till i dunno how to describe. from there, i really dunno where to start from. we just like anyhow walk then anyhow buy lor.. in e end, end up buy lots of thing where i also dunno for wat use.. e thing there is damn cheap.. after that, we continue to central world where i manage to buy 1 pooh back n of course other things la.. i also got take a picture wif a big pooh bear.. so happy.. then first day i have already spend finish all my money that i exchange.. luckily i got bring S$, if not how to survive e next 2 days.. haha.

e second day, we went to MBK n Patpong.. there also many thing to shop.. at patpong, just at 1 naraya shop, we can stay there for half of e day.. haha.. so many thing to buy.. 3 of us altogether buy nearly 200 items at that shop.. haha.. like siao de.. so many thing to carry.. then went to MBK.. luckily MBK is not like chatuchak so big, if not cannot walk finish again..

e third day where it is also e last day, we went to Platinum Fashion Mall.. we are e first to reach as it was just opposite our hotel.. haha.. we reach there it have not even open.. only some of e shop is open.. wat we feel sad is that we did not manage to go to e floating market n e chinatown coz NOT ENOUGH TIME. hope that next year can go again with them n go to those places that we missed..

a special thank to Mr Snowk.. i think like that spell bah.. he is a taxi driver over there that we meet on e first day while going to central world.. he is quite nice n friendly.. like him a lot.. he teach us thai n we teach him english as there is a heavy traffic jam n we got nothing 2 do.. hmm.. that quite fun as is like a duck n 1 chicken speaking.. haha.. sometimes we don understand him n he don understand wat we say.. but after awhile of explaining all is fine.. i still remember we teach him like rain, raining, wind, windy. juz tis 2 word we spend sometimes to say is it is diffcult to explain.. n we also teach him others.. he also teach us some thai, then sometimes we say wrongly he also will laugh at us.. haha.. then ask we all say again n again till rite.. haha.. last day we all ask him to fetch us from hotel to airport.. he is a really very gd ppl.. everytime help us save money also.. instaed of going highway to airport which can cost a bit more, he did not use it n we also managed to reach in just around 20 min.. fast rite.. then we give him all e money we have as tips.. i think is worth it.. thanks! he remember wat we teach him.. so touch.. nxt time if we go there we will go n find u de.. coz we got ur number.. haha..

hmm.. got 1 thing that i muz apologise to my cousin is that i keep on telling them wat i have to buy back.. then they keep like asking me juz don care them no need to buy all.. but i'm a person whom if i promise u, i will try to find it no matter how de.. they may think i'm stubborn.. like kok jacket.. sorry for accompany me to walk all over again to find for it.. then also c u all quarrel over abt it.. i also feel bad.. juz that i did not say only.. in e end, just buy a bag for him.. haha..

during these few days there, we have been eating lots of japanese, korean food n other more.

tired of uploading e pic.. upload le then my com hang.. shit de la.. i think i will upload it in facebook in e future but not now.. haha..

Enjoy seeing JJ concert!!!

2009-03-28T11:00:00.000-07:00

today after cooking for my dad to eat, i leave from my hse around 5.50pm to see JJ concert at the indoor stadium `wif leng yee.. haha.. when i at city hall mst station, i c keng hui, one of my very long did not contact frenz.. haha.. actually me n leng yee that e same train juz that we sit different cabin only.. we saw each other at kallang mrt platform.. haha.. then we took bus 11 to there.. haha.. now i better at taking bus le.. noe wat bus to take.. so clever!

we reach there quite early. at there, we go n collect e ticket then after that we went in n start to take pic le.. after awhile, hwee ting come le.. then e nxt round of photo taking session.. haha.. first time e same concert wif her but even though we sit at different side la.. she sit opposite me.. haha.. we waited for e concert to start for a long time.. it start at 8.30 like that. but it is worth for me to wait after i see e overall concert.. it was quite nice n i did enjoy.. but i think e 3 lady who are beside me did not bah.. they r very calm like watch movie like that.. sit there very stiff.. haha.. muz relax mah.. then above me i got c ppl take a binocular.. haha.. so funny.. i like a part where JJ n his dad, mum n brother play together a song.. so nice n touching.. can c he put effort for tis concert.. he is quite funny can say many joke there.. yesterday is his 28 birthday, so finally wish him a happy belated birthday and all e best for e other world tour..

first try of cooking

2009-03-27T08:08:00.000-07:00

today is my first day of cooking.. haha.. not bad mah. got some angle look like a chef.. haha.. but things like don go as smoothly as i think.. i thought cooking is a easy task.. juz throw everything inside n stir awhile then can eat le.. but it is not like that..

muz add in tis n that.. then muz c whether it is cooked a not.. so troublesome.. i dunno how 2 c la.. so i let it cook very long.. then like cook e veg like a bit burnt.. aiya.. a bit onli.. still can eat.. haha.. then e egg is so diffcult to cook.. so hard to flip it over.. sian la.. i think only thing that pass is e soup bah.. coz is like everything juz throw in then can eat le.. haha.. my master piece.. my bro n my dad are e first to try my dish.. i think they muz be very hounour.. haha.. wat is not gd today, i will try to improve n then make it better.. i wan 2 show those who say i cannot cook de.. nxt time u all can try my dish.. haha..

busy..

2009-03-26T05:57:00.000-07:00

too long nvr come up n post le due to some reason as i was busy for this few day.. haiz.. very tired.. my dad was admitted to ttsh on sun..

in the morning around 9am like that while i still sleeping, my dad call me n tell me that he had to rush to the hospital as the doctor tell him to rush down to the a&e asap.. when i heard tis news, i dunno wat to do.. i sit there for quite long.. then i quickly call auntie to apply for leave.. luckily auntie was understandable.. she ask me to take care of my dad until he recovered..

when we reach ttsh, we quickly rush to a&e. the staff over there is efficient.. awhile later e registration is settled.. then we quickly go n c e doctor.. at that time i cannot accompany him to checkup due to that place is only restricted to staff n patient.. so they ask me to wait outside.. after waiting for 1 hr, the doctor call me to come in and bring me to c my dad for awhile.. while on e way, e doctor explain to me about my dad condition, say that his heart got problem, then got serious heart attack and the pluse is too low.. around 30+ as for normal ppl is 80-100 then consider normal.. when i saw my dad at the time on the bed, he was being put on to many tube n needle.. n there is a lots of equipment beside him.. i saw so many, i was so sacred.. i almost cry out.. but i tell myslef to ren so as not to let him worry.. he still an wei me say that he will be fine but actually i noe he was quite worried.. i quickly helped him to do e admission.. so many doc to sign..

then after that we we go to ward 6a where it was a ICU.. there is every ppl got 1 ward itself de.. there was not many ward.. but u can c there is many many more equipment compared to wat i c in a&e. there are many old ppl there all wif e tube around.. look so scary.. haiz.. i call all my relative to tell him that my dad was in hospital.. my cousin was e first to rush down.. they took 20 min to rush down after i tell him.. thank a lots of help from them.. they did help me a lots n accompany my mum n me throughout.. i really appreciate.. my dad keep asking e doctor, nurse and me when he can go home.. he cannot go home at that time.. i was guilty on e first day when he was admitted.. tis is due to e day before, he complain to me say he chest pain around 3am n ask me to give him medicine.. i give him medicine le then i continued to go n sleep.. if at that time i send him to hospital then things will not be so serious le.. so sad.. e nxt day, he was been push to e room to c how many nerve that was be stuck.. but luckily there was being stuck by 1 out of 3.. so thing is easier to be done.. e doctor help my dad to do balloning.. so now my dad heart pulse had back to normal le..

e docotr told me that if my dad complain chest pain, infront n back pain n if ur hand suan rite, all these r signs of heart attack.. so muz watch out.. after 4 days in ICU, he was being transfer to e normal ward in 8C. e doctor n nurse over there r friendly, nice, pretty n handsome too.. haha.. but some is not so kind, keep scolding us.. haiz..

yersterday he finally can come back, he was so happy.. he quickly call me to pick him up.. haha.. he was been given a lots of medicine to eat.. so now i have been a nurse le.. everyday have to take care of him to eat medicine.. today, is my first day of new job.. haha.. muz ccok for him to eat.. but i dunno how 2 cook.. juz now i stare at e pot dunno how to start.. luckily my mum come back on time.. haha.. so gd.. but she say tml will not be so lucky le.. now i have to be like ah zai.. everyday stay at home.. haiz.. ok.. i need to give him eat medicine.. medicine time!

Omg..

2009-03-21T08:21:00.000-07:00

today wan to pay e air ticket money then i realise that my both of my bank have no more money le.. omg.. how am i going to survive still got 9 more days then can get my salary.. but i think my whole salary also will be finish bah during the nxt mth trip.. so now i going to do leh.. no more money le.. i very sad cant even find anymore money at my hse leh.. where my money go.. from tml onwards i die le, i no money to eat le.. how huh? i don dare to tell my parent as they will sure nag at me de.. everytime ask me save money or give me money to spend then in e end all money dunno go where le.. haiz..

juz now i tell my bro abt tis then he say, u go find money from ur bag or drawer sure have de.. i follow wat he say, searching hign n low, but in e end i only manage to find $3.. tis $3 where can last for 9 days leh.. shit de lor.. i ask him lend me he say no money but got money go k-box.. haiz.. i no money to eat le he still got e mood to go k-box.. then he also very clever lor.. say i got money to go out no money to eat.. of course la. coz tis mth money is all spend there.. i 4get nxt wk i still got some event need some money for it.. where to find all these money like: meet out for dinner n lunch, c jj concert n some other things la.. then my lender also tis mth have go for an holiday.. muz wait also nxt mth then come back.. so how? omg.. all tis might need a few hundred bah.. where to find.. will i be able to find it under my bed e next morning??? pls.. let me find few hundred bah.. if not i really muz eat grass again le.. i don wan la..

happy!

2009-03-20T08:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday is e 1st time i did not online during tis holiday.. coz too sick le.. no strength to online even.. haha.. yesterday i very early sleep le.. then have been sleeping for 12 hrs.. haha..

yesterday i can feel that my boss n my lady boss care for me.. they treat me quite ok la.. my boss buy e fisherman ask me to eat.. say inside got medicine then can treat my flu.. but.. i nvr eat as i don like e taste as it taste abit weird.. haha.. then wat e most funny is that my lady boss is keeping e toy.. then i saw got many.. then i like wish to offer e help.. but she ask me don touch.. she say i got virus if i touch them.. at first i like got a bit angry as why i cannot help her.. but later i remember that she noe that if i flu then i touch e bear, i will sneeze non stop.. i think that is why she don let me touch bah.. haha.. so touch that ppl care for me.. haha..

yes.. tis mth go malaysia nxt month can go thailand with my cousin le.. so happy.. finally can go out wif them le.. haha.. finally can go n c how thailand look like le.. can buy many many thing le.. tis mth like spend all my salary that i earn.. haiz.. e ticket already 300 plus le.. but nvrmind la.. nxt mth save abit lor.. jia you!

many thing to do nxt wk!

2009-03-16T08:35:00.000-07:00

haiz.. so long nvr come up n post le.. coz i watching my show.. haha.. tis few day no much ppl there.. so is still doing e same thing.. i can clean till i wan 2 fall asleep le.. today she did not come, got abit miss her.. haha.. miss she nag at me.. haha.. we 2 ok le..

nxt wk i can finally go out le.. got many thing to do.. going to shopping, watch jj concert and go malaysia.. yes! no need to go work too ofteen that week.. gd.. can relax lor.. yes!

cleaning cleaning all e way!

2009-03-12T07:36:00.000-07:00

today go work nothing happen coz she is not here.. haha.. i think uncle noe me well.. as we work together quite a long time le bah.. we know like wat each of us is thinking.. he say that he noe that i might going to leave soon le.. when i heard tis i was shocked, like how he noe unless he got read my blog la.. haha.. so he say at tis point of time don leave first.. wait he set every thing that he can handle alone then leave.. at that point of time, i realise that did i do it too obvious that every ppl noe i'm going to leave that place soon? haha.. ok.. i will try to help till tis sch holiday end.. c whether i can ren mah.. if not i really going to leave le.. tis few day i have been helping him to set all e thing..coz there like no ppl to serve.. clean all e thing till i wan 2 fall asleep le.. sian..

juz now during lunch time, uncle ask me go buy bread 4 him.. i bought a curry bun, otah bun n another 1 forget le.. then he did not eat anyone as i forget that he did not eat spicy food.. he like to eat those plain plain thing.. oops.. sorry about that.. haha.. in e end all e bun let me take home n eat.. haha.. he end up have to go n buy a pao at the coffee shop..

bother about working issue

2009-03-11T09:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday i damn argry till i don wish to post.. let myself cool down first..

yesterday something had happen.. i serve a customer then e person have paid e money.. so i key in e counter as auntie is talking to uncle.. then after awhile, auntie ask me e person got paid a not.. i say paid liao then she open e counter and realise that money is not there.. she ask where e money at where.. then i say is inside mah.. i juz key in about five min ago.. cannot be e money got legs can crawl out from e drawer bah.. then say keep asking where is it n ask whether i got keep a not.. if i keep i will not be so stupid go n key in liao lor.. who will take e money la.. sometimes i c money on e floor i also don care juz walk away.. u think i will take e money mah.. then we fight over tis issue.. then i'm really angry.

uncle who is at e side saw it n say that he will check over tis issue.. he check e money on hand against e cashier tape to c whether it tally a not.. at that time, i was being told to go out walk walk n buy thing.. so i juz walk around 15 min then come back.. i was not being told about how e money issue end.. is it my fault or wat? i also dunno.. after that only left me n her there..

awhile later she ask me wat i learn from my accounting course is it easy to study mah.. i tell her is ok la as long u know e concept then is ok.. then she reply a way that make me more angry that i wish to leave at that time.. she reply " since accounting so easy to study then anyone can go n study mah.. come out also dunno do wat mah.." e way she say made me feel that like accounting is unless like that.. ok.. that is fine to me.. whatever she wan to say is her business.. i thought that tml i wake up tis issue will be settled.. no ppl will bring up tis money issue again.. but who noe, today uncle bring it up again.. it make me no mood to work at all.. therefore today is like no business.. i have been cleaning thing for e whole day.. make me so sian..

i tell tis to my frenz she say i'm a "Kuo Shi Xin Fei" person.. i admit i'm.. even though i say i don mind wat she say but deep in my heart i mind tis thing if not i will not remember tis issue.. i will tend to say i don care watever thing around me, but sometimes i will mind small issue too.. now i really don have much courage to go work.. everytime e long holiday i muz let her say de.. last time she will praise me but now is get scolding lots of time.. is it i always take off that lead to tis? maybe is time for me to leave le bah..

nothing to do..

2009-03-08T08:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday finally finish change my blog skin.. haha.. also added e song to it.. i tell my friend abt it then she say my blog interesting.. add e show song then got sound effect de.. haha..

today go work as usual not much ppl le.. i think maybe is after chinese new yr le then all e ppl money have already spent finish liao bah.. juz like me. today when i wake up my leg swollen then i still continue to go work.. got a bit pain la when i was working but i ren.. when i come back from work, my mum ask me how i can still work wif my legs like that.. haha.. then she ask me tml go n doctor n don work for 1 day la.. i say cannot then she angry wif me le.. she say i wan work don wan life.. got so serious mah.. juz only swollen mah.. but still can walk la.. i noe she care 4 me la.. but if i nvr go work then i got no income le.. then cannot shopping cannot buy e thing i want..

but i think i will listen to her bah.. go c a doctor tml then go to work.. haha..

No show to see!!!

2009-03-05T09:49:00.000-08:00

today finally c finish e mit.. 1 day 1 disc.. haha.. is quite nice! I like it more compare to e "..X" show lor.. even it is also about detective de. that show i think i like e part where they solve all e mystery. if i also can solve 1 case that will be great.. haha.. but dunno when e day will come.. i like to c detective show.. look like a lots of my frenz have c tis show.. i like e part where 007 solve all e equation.. haha.. so powerful.. can solve it within 10 min.. how about u all?

now like no more show 4 me to c le.. i have c most of e show le.. now muz wait again.. now still got wat show 4 me to c? got any recommendation? if not i think i will be quite bored.. nothing to do.. everyday do e same thing: sleep, work, c tv.. nothing new de. then now only first wk of my holiday.. how am i going to survive for 6 more wk... all faster come out now. don wait until my sch reopen then all show come out again..

holiday time

2009-03-04T06:19:00.000-08:00

Yes.. is time for holiday.. long time nvr come n post le.. haha.. tis few day quite happy.. last fri is my last paper of exam. then as usual we go out for celebration.. we go eat for awhile then shopping for the whole day.. this is e last time all of us are going out together as some of them is going for attachment.. haiz.. cannot c them.. only get to meet i think 1 yr later bah.. coz maybe they will be busy le by that time. then sat have already started to work le.. currently not much problem there..

today ping n me go to sch to register her enrolment. wow.. got so many step muz do.. lucky got my frenz n bro help if not i think i will bring her round the school.. haha.. then also meet some teacher too.. after all these, ping n me go shopping, eat n c movie..

then we go eat sushi, haha.. i can eat many.. so happy.. yes! then after that we go c 1 movie.. wow.. first time i c a movie so long de.. nearly 2 hrs plus.. we sit until here pain there pain.. haha.. some more as usual i sleep at there.. then i wake up dunno wat it show liao.. haiz.. i think tis show like shit.. not nice de.. so sian.. haha..

ok.. that all for it.. i need to c dvd le..

2009-01-26T10:43:00.000-08:00

today we go out n bai nian. morning cannot wake up wait till 11 then wake up. then later 12 we go out. we take cab but who knows no cab even. sian we waited juz for 1 cab for 30 min. haha.. then we quite late then reach my grandma hse. wow.. is like if 1 yr did not c ur relative or frenz, u also did not noe how much they change. especially my dearest cousin siang. cannot even recognised him. miss the days spend wif him. haha.. he has grow so tall liao.. omg..

Happy Chinese New Year!

2009-01-25T09:31:00.000-08:00

Happy New Yr.. finally chinese new yr le.. a day that i waited very long.. haha.. yesterday i get my hong bao le.. tis yr relly not gd. not as gd as previous. then i thought that tis yr my hong bao will be less, but lucky got a bit more. so quite happy. but i feel very bad as i did not work much for tis yr. but anyway thanks.. haha.. can go shopping liao.. haha..

juz now i thought i no time to go n cut my hair, buy shoe as it was quite late to close today. we close e shop around e shop at around 3 plus then most of e shop have already close. lucky i manged to find some shop that is open. i go dye my hair n cut a new hairstyle. but i cannot c wat colour i dye. haha. then after that come back home so many thing to do. so many thing to pack. my bro n my mum say my things is like a hill.. pack till night also cannot finish. but in e end is they help me pack i juz sit there n look wat they do.. juz like a supervisor.. haha..

hope that for e coming yr, everything is smooth n all my family, frenz n relative stay healthy n smile always! Peace! :)

busy working

2009-01-23T08:20:00.000-08:00

so long nvr post le.. this few days had been busying working.. evryday go sch n work no time even for me to go out shopping. but still jux need a few days more then everything is going to over le. then i have now time to rest.

tis few days damn unlucky. not scolded by my lady boss then is get say as tis yr e ecomony really is not so gd.. can c very few ppl buying thing. all is trying to save not like me spend so much.. muz save money le.. i noe i repeat many times.. haha..

today when in sch, during e audit class, e teacher say that we copy other ppl work. my frenz n i were so shocked.. we do it our own then say we copy other ppl work. somemore tis so called other ppl is from 2 batches ago de.. siao de, how i noe tis ppl leh.. we seperate our work to individual then combine, like that also can be same as other.. haiz.. somemore 100% of it.. haiz.. then juz now go to work, i like injure my leg again.. a bit pain now.. sian.. tis yr like shit man.. hope that after chinese new yr, my luck will change better for the future..

now.. wat i hope for is that my bonus will be big but i think the chances of getting it will be low.. dunno how much can get.. now onli can wait.. haha..

Tired

2009-01-04T07:23:00.000-08:00

I have been sick from yesterday night till now still have not recover. haiz.. yesterday after coming back from my sch, i have fever after that. while in sch, i have feel myself very exhausted. then when i come back, i have been complaining say i very tired all these to my mum.. she listen until she can repeat le. haha.. she always ask me go n sleep. then i go n sleep from yesterday nite 10 to today morning 9.. 11 hrs.. hahaa..

i think i today very powerful. sick le still can go n work.. somemore work for long hrs.. i think got 12 hrs bah.. tired.. i come back i wan 2 faint liao.. got so many customer, stock waiting for me to do.. then my lady boss still say u nvr update e stock hor.. i where got time la.. i 1 ppl do not even time even, then also cannot rest somemore.. so tired..

ok.. i need to go n do my project again le.. haiz.. project project all e way.. tml start sch le.. yes!

long day

2009-01-02T07:26:00.000-08:00

Today is a long n tough day for me.. there is so many customer n stock come at e same time. I hardly can do anything as i have injured my shoulder last few day. now still can feel e pain in it. but what is luckly is that i got a boss who is kind enough to help me with all those thing and it also lessen my work scope. thank boss. u r gd.. juz now while working, my fone call always ring. then my boss ask me u do big big business huh, i juz smile back then i don listen those call n let it continue to ring.. haha..

tis yr i have earned quite less compared to those yr that i have work. onli 4 digit.. haiz.. so i thnk tis year my "hong bao" will also be lesser liao bah.. so sad. cannot go shopping liao.. no more shoes n bags for me liao.. sian..

tml we will be holding our i&e event. dunno how it will be like. now have to stop here. going to prepared e material for tml event.

Happy New Year 2009

2008-12-31T10:00:00.000-08:00

First entry to Yr 2009. Thank for my dearest cousin, ping for helping me to create.. haha.. too lazy to do all these liao.. is nice.. thanks! hope that for the yr 2009, everything will be in control for me and all will be smooth no matter is in work or studies.. hope that all of my family members and frenz will stay healthy and smile always..

Yesterday was busy wif my claw project.. sian la.. we went all e way to jurong lib.. haha.. almost cannot wake up coz too early liao.. e lib like siao de. have not open so many ppl line up in front of the door.. I tell my frenz that r we waiting for idol is it.. haha.. then during lunch time, i'm not able to finish then my frenz say n laugh me. so sian.. i noe they will say that some country ppl also have no food to eat.. i noe.. but i really cannot finish not i don wan to eat.. so wat to do..

tis 3 wk sch holiday is like no holiday, busy wif sch project n work. no time for me to really rest.. hope that when sch reopen can let me rest for awhile.. since today is new yr let me rest awhile then tml continue wif my project again.. jia you!